A Broken Heart

Everytime I fell in love with someone,i felt that he's the one who stole my heart.He makes my heart doesnt skip a bit,it jumps two beats.When he called i jump up and down because of extream excitement.His touch brought me to heaven.His sweet smile made my heart stop beating.His laugh made me smile eventhough i'm not feeling well.His hair flew when the wind blew and i thought that was so hot.When he sick i felt like going to his house and be there for him.he's evrything that i ever wish for.he's the arms i wanna be held in.i felt save when he hugs me.i felt calm when he kiss me.but.. after a while..the feelings starting to fade.U stop calling me.evrytime i need u,u said that my friends sleepover at my house,i cant meet u and whatever it takes to convince me that u're busy doing something.Do u think im stupid?maybe i'll be fine when u said it once or twice.but not for 100 times my dear.my heart broke into millions pieces when u said "it's over,i dont love u anymore".my tears drop.my heart stop beating.because my heart beats for u and i thought that my heart is yours.For u,Love is just for hugs and kisses.but for me,love is u ,only u,no one but u.When u left,my life felt so empty.yea,i have my family and friends but something missing.It took me a long time to forget u.And now,I;m ready for a new guy.I hope u will stop calling me.eventhough u said that we're buddy.But i dont need it.I need a guy who love me as who i am.Wether im ugly,fat and short,he still wants me.he still wanna hold me tight and never let go.he still wanna kiss me eventhough i have a giant zitz beside my lips.evrynite he will tell me that"i fucking love u babe!i wanna keep u forever,gud nite.dreams of me rite?yea,i know that is ur sweetest dreams."I NEED LOVE!









-hanie-