A Broken Heart

Everytime I fell in love with someone,i felt that he's the one who stole my heart.He makes my heart doesnt skip a bit,it jumps two beats.When he called i jump up and down because of extream excitement.His touch brought me to heaven.His sweet smile made my heart stop beating.His laugh made me smile eventhough i'm not feeling well.His hair flew when the wind blew and i thought that was so hot.When he sick i felt like going to his house and be there for him.he's evrything that i ever wish for.he's the arms i wanna be held in.i felt save when he hugs me.i felt calm when he kiss me.but.. after a while..the feelings starting to fade.U stop calling me.evrytime i need u,u said that my friends sleepover at my house,i cant meet u and whatever it takes to convince me that u're busy doing something.Do u think im stupid?maybe i'll be fine when u said it once or twice.but not for 100 times my dear.my heart broke into millions pieces when u said "it's over,i dont love u anymore".my tears drop.my heart stop beating.because my heart beats for u and i thought that my heart is yours.For u,Love is just for hugs and kisses.but for me,love is u ,only u,no one but u.When u left,my life felt so empty.yea,i have my family and friends but something missing.It took me a long time to forget u.And now,I;m ready for a new guy.I hope u will stop calling me.eventhough u said that we're buddy.But i dont need it.I need a guy who love me as who i am.Wether im ugly,fat and short,he still wants me.he still wanna hold me tight and never let go.he still wanna kiss me eventhough i have a giant zitz beside my lips.evrynite he will tell me that"i fucking love u babe!i wanna keep u forever,gud nite.dreams of me rite?yea,i know that is ur sweetest dreams."I NEED LOVE!









-hanie-

Goin Green Is The New Pink

Goin green is the new pink is the title.Today i relised how important mother nature is to us.Ramai org pikir buang sampah merate tu bende kecil.Ramai yang tau certain bende yang kite buang tu boleh recycle.But do they recycle?NO!kadang2 annoying jugak bile mama suruh letak paper in one place,glass in one place and tin2 kosong in one place.Tapi bile pikir.Brape bnyk da sampah yg hanie da buang within this 16 years.Wow!a lot!Kalau kite tak recycle.what will happen to mother nature in 20 years later?Sekarang bumi makin lame makin panas akibat pembakaran terbuke,asap kenderaan and extr.Kalau kite tak jage bumi kite sape lg yg nak jage?cite skittt.We have to do our part to save the world!ceyh!mcm superhero lak.LOL.Elakkan lah pembkaran terbuke,membuang sampah merate2 and penggunaan kereta yg belambak2.Hanie x paham betol dengan org sekarang ni.nak gune kerete 4 5 bijik.Pastu bile anak cilok sebijik nak marah.dah bapak die beli banyak2 then gune 2 bijik je.mestla anak dye nak satu jugak.hahaha.cukup la beli due laki bini sorg satu.asap kenderaan tu tak elok untuk atmosphere kite,kepade org yang sakit jantung dan org asma macam saye.hahaha.jangan sampai kite kene dok kat bulan nnt.sie2 je nak g skola terbang2.ha!nak cerite,aritu mse otw gi umah kakak kat BA(bukit antarabangsa) hanie ternampak ade orang buang sampah kat dalam hutan.hello!malaysia da la da kekurangan hutan.hutan kecik2 tu simpan la.ade ke orang tu g buang tv,kerusi and mcm2 lagi la.tak de tempat lain ke nak buang?bukan sikit pulak tu die buang.banyaknye x terkire.asal x nak buang satu rumah je?Dalam hutan tu da la ade mcm2 hidupan.kesian monyet2 dalam hutan tu.rumah dorg jd tempat pembuangan sampah.x patot betol!da la.lame2 hanie ni mengarot lak.hahaha.so my advise is.do our part!recycle la k?its for our own good.And happy fasting to all muslims!



-hanie-

friends

My bestfriends cheer me up everytime im down.They are my treasure i kept inside my heart.Only they can see my tears behind the smile that i fake.When they are not with me,I just feel so lonely&clueless.I dont know what I would do without them.they are my bitches and they are my dudes untill the rain stop pouring from the sky and the sun stop lighting our way.they are the one who comes to me when everybody left.its not hard to be a friend if u wanna have friends.I love my friends.i appreciate them.I spend the whole night thinking about the crappy things that we done.when its getting rough i got your back and u got mine.We fall and stands together.Keep my words my dearest friends,whenever u need me,just give me a call and i'll be there to listen to your problems.i'll be ur crying shoulder.i'll understands your past,any shiity stuff u have done forget it and let it flew.i'll believes your words because thats what friends do.and i'll appreciate u the way u are because the real u is good enough and u dont have to change to someone else.





from the bottom of my heart,
hanie

blablabla

hmm.bosannye.arini dok rumah je.tngok ugly betty.hahaha.sungguh membosankan saye ini.esok kne g skola.smlm tido dr pkl 4 lbh smpai pkl 7 arini.lame gilesmlm g seminar.sumpah bosan.then g masjid jamek.bosan jgak.i miss my bestfriends.baby n fad.i wish they were thre yesterday.:(

-hanie-

a beginning of a new life

a new bf.a new friend.a new shoes.a new word.a new teacher.a new breath.a new pic.a new song.a new music.a new movie.a new crush.a new heart.a new piece.a new guitar.a new hater.a new lover.a new life.:)mari berceloteh di mlm hari.harini hanie gi guitar class.mse blk terjumpe lak ngan ejay si mamat mulot cabol.ade ke dye ckp hanie bdk kecik kecoh depan cikgu?sungguh x patot.hahahaha.hmm.skarang ni bosan la.photoshoot x de.ape pon x de.skarang baru nak blaja gune photoshop.lame kan hanie ni.:(tp x pe la.its better late than never rite?so i did edited a few pics using photoshop and i suck!i dunno how people use it.its just complicated i guess.but i still wanna learn.n whenener i look at my suckish pic it gives me more desire to learn.hanie x gi skola da due hari.rse rugi lak en.sbb td ade bnde gempak jadi kat skola.tapi x pela.hanie da tau ape jadi da pon.mulut pompuan kat skola pompuan.kalau gossip.kejap je sampai.esok ade seminar kat skola seri ampang.start pukul 9 and finish at 11.camne la hanie nk survive.mest x leh duduk diam nnt.biase la en.hanie.then plan nk g iu day kat sji.tp x tau la jd ke x.sbb cam bosan je.ooops.sorry.hahahaha.ape lg nak cite ni?x de pape intresting kot.esok jela.gud nite.daa~

-hanie-*mood:baik:)*