Friday, May 8, 2009

ABANG

When we first met.it was at klcc.im in form 3 and you were in form 5.do u still remember?You said to me adeq ko ketot.i said abg ko hitam.and then we get closer and closer.mase tu aku ngah sedih pasal izrai.u were kind n my only crying shoulder.i spend more time with you than my friends and even my own family.I love u so much.I love you more than anyone else.aku da anggap ko abg btol aku.ta pnh aku ckp kt org ko abg angkat.sume pk ko abg aku.bongok!haha.you taught me what life is.it's not easy to live your own life.pastu ko bwk faiz masok dlm hidop aku.i have two faiz in my life and im in love with both of you.My abg and my boyfie.I even love you more than my bf.then ko cpl ngan minah kecik comey tu.tp kite still pentingkn setan sibling kite.u,me,ejard and nysa.after 5 months, i broke up with faiz.ko pon da cpl ngan darling.aku ske die.die best.kite leh kuar same2.I have family prob.I cried every single day without your shoulder to cry on.I wanted to call you tp kakak aku rampas phone.Aku takleh nak wat pape.Aku nak keluar rumah pon tak boleh.Satu hari kakak aku bagi aku kuar kt bwh.swim.aku happy gile.nak call ko tp num lak aku da lpe.adoi.life in my sister's house is like in a prison.aku takleh on9.no phne call.no friends.absalutely nothing.I miss you.I miss faiz.I miss selayang's guy.Bile aku da boleh kuar.jmpe ko.ko ngah sedih darling ta lyn ko sbln.aku pon sedih sbb aku takleh nak wat pape.Ko ade ckp ni kt nysa."adeq ko check kakak ko ni ade virgin ke tak,takleh caye die ni".Ya Allah mse tu my heart drop.Aku sedih gile.aku da nk nanges but i dont wanna add more burden to u.sbb ko pon ngah down mse tu.I wonder why u asked that question to nysa.it came out from a guy i love as my own brother.Mse tu aku da lain skit.dulu ko cakap aku kikis duit laki.sume laki aku cpl.aku kikis.KO NI KENAL AKU KE TAK???????aku pon taktau da ko knl aku ke tak.aku ta pcaye sgt.smpai la ko tnye aku kt starbucks.mse tu aku cpl ngan zul.ko tnye.tiah ko nk die ke duit die?fuhhhhhh.tak tahan weyh.ni yg aku simpan selame ni la.you said u love me but i love you harder.and this what we get after for years we've known each other.and skarang.aku baru kutuk gf ko tu pon dpn2.bknnye aku kutuk ngan kwn2 aku ke sape.and about burit bau rokok n stuff.i was just joking but u take it seriously.nothing i can do.take care.i hope u will be with her forever and stay la ngan nysa.jgn sbb aku ko nk jaoh2 ngan nysa gak.kesian die.i love you ABANG!daa