DREAM

This is inside of me thrown out.Please don’t punish!I’ve been thrust by love.I keep inside my mouth closed and swallow.Please don’t kiss me like you love me now.Please don’t touch me like you pleased me now.Please don’t leave me in the moment of killing.Please don’t kill me in the silent of trauma.I am a hole into which evil comes.Into which devil was born.I can kill myself for loving you.I can kill myself for accepted your love.Just kiss me nicely on the lips and I will spare you the trouble.Just go away and i promise,i promise i will be good.As good as an angel.I am not sleeping.I’m dreaming with my eyes wide opened.Open mouth that sounds like thunder,trying to inhale fresh air in a dusty place is what happend when im awake from this nightmare of life.
I thought it was a dream.A dream I will never have a chance to get up from my sleep.A dream when I am not asleep.


-HANIE-