Retreat

This is a story about a guy named A**ah.A person who is caring,kind and generous.He doesn't deserve to be treated this way.From his mother's eyes he's crazy.He has friends who betrayed him.This world is too cruel for him.He's too kind to face it.He is the weirdest guy i've ever known.But still,I love him as my brother and bestfriend.How I wish he is my own brother who share same blood.But he is not.No one appriciate him.WHY?This is life.People are mean.They love to see other's suffer.His life is indefinate.Yes,we have to face the ups and downs in life.But can you face both in one day?No.But he can.He is a damn strong man.He can do things you can't even imagine.I only knew him for few weeks but he treated me like no brother can.Last sunday he left us.I can't even say goodbye and thank him for everything.One handshake and he's gone.I wanted to say thanks but i can't speak out those words.I felt like trapped in a glass well and there's no air to breath.It's just me sucking oxygen from a place there is none.But he came back.I was so stressed out.I cried at school.I'm an egoist person,i don't cry in public but because of I can't accept losing a friend like you,I did.Then a girl told me you are still here.I was so happy.Please.I'm begging you to stay.Stay as long as you can.I know you can't because it's not your choice.It's fate.But you changed it once.I know you can do it for the second time.Please.I don't wanna lose you again.Adam and abg Am also can't bear to lose you.You guy's do evrything together.How can u leave them?Please don't.

-hanie-